Guilty

by Joshua Fields

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Every problem, hardship, situation, relationship I encountered,in the end though I know I was innocent, I was blamed guilty. Every track in this album, the lyrics relate to a true story in my life. In these lyrics I talk about them or a response to the ones who did me wrong.

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released June 7, 2016

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Track Name: Guilty (Intro)
Now this album guilty,
well all the tracks here, relate to me,
I produced every beat with emotion, attention and time.
Each of them have a story behind them relating to my life subliminally
what I encountered and what I been through,
guilty, brings up
all these obstacles I seen.
and the reason why it's called guilty,
because after all the problems I been through.
In the end.
I was guilty.
Track Name: Deuces
Wont you just come and let go, of this taste,
Won't you just come and say shit, to my face,
Won't you just easily walk away like you did before.
Won't you just beg and stop at my door.

you ain't worth it to me, oh your not worth it for me.
And All I have to say is deuces and I'm free.
Bitch you can go and stay lonely,
but you have it easy to start fucking.

Wont you just come and let go, of this taste,
Won't you just come and say shit, to my face,
Won't you just easily walk away like you did before.
Won't you just beg and stop at my door.

Deuces girl, I'm not for you girl, deuces girl, I fucking loathe you girl
Track Name: It's Fin
You go out and have fun,
expecting me to be bummed,
in reality you where dumb,
because my hearts not numb, I'm standing tall it won't let me fall

I bet soon you will crawl,
I'll grab you and fix you up only that's all,
we can be one again,
just let it be we have to be friends,

there's no alterations or something to bend,
you set me straight, and I'll only give you a helpful hand to lend,
let's not pretend, we over excited,
cause last time I checked,
we're still kind of a mess

I bet soon you will crawl,
I'll grab you and fix you up only that's all, we can be one again,
juts let it be we have to be friends,

you made your decision,
there is no longer a vision
between us lady
this bond won't be a yes or a maybe

it is set straight ,
I'm happy and continuing to date,
don't dare to inflate me with plastic words
you think that will make, me walk back to the path or lurk,
to your heart , I won't make that mistake
I continue my journey
no need for your burning.
Track Name: Can't Divide
(This Love..)

I like the way you move,
beauty sweet soft down and groove,
body so nice rocking, I can spend it with you all night.
I like the way you look,
Cause you're my sweet sunshine, you know I can't divide these feelings inside your mines alright

Cause I can't divide, divide
I can't divide, divide,define
I can't define, define, define
I can't divide

Cause I can't divide, divide
I can't divide, divide,define
I can't define, define, define
I can't divide


I like the way you dance,
so moving and so relaxed,
girl show me what your working with,
moving left and right and dip.
Your like a shining star, smile bright your cute yes you are.
Girl let me love you, let me hug you, let me touch you.

(Break)
Let's lay down on the ground,
show me what your all about,
let me hold you, kiss you,
let's watch the stars in the night sky,
let me kiss you and hold you tight

Cause I can't divide, divide
I can't divide, divide,define
I can't define, define, define
I can't divide......
Track Name: Feel
I don't want to feel pain.
But I knew I didn't have to stay,
And I could of easily walked away.
But I was to nice anyways.

Cause you know I was hurt,
I was Teared apart. To start somewhere you where far.
And you know that I tried.
I was left alone nowhere to be on my own sight.

Emotionless, careless, can't bare this.
Your heartless and left me to die.
Struggle, no hustle, I hassle so I can be set somewhere fine

You threw me right onto the dirt,
I was lost, I was tossed nowhere to be find.
cause I know overheard,
I was left for some other worthless guy.

I feel, i feel, i feel hurt
I feel, i feel , i feel i feel burned

I don't want to feel pain.
But I knew I didn't have to stay,
And I could of easily walked away.
But I was to nice anyways.
Track Name: Baphomet
City streets lights pass by me.
Stormy weather pours closely,
Shiny lights are flashing,
There's many cars dashing.

Only in this moment there's one thing,
IN my mind and it's confusing.
Why did I even try running,
Away from my problems softly.

Get my cup, feel it up,
Pour it down, to my throat,
Now I choke, rum and coke
Hopefully I get stoke,

Loose control, of my zone.
Let me be, just alone
Staying drunk, cracking bones.
Changing tones, wetting clothes,

Forgetting minds, party time,
Forgetting lies, downing twice,
Loosing balance, staying valid,
Bottles up, refill my cup

Touching thighs, feeling aight,
But Her guys, getting lied,
I don't care, touch me there.
Let's go upstairs, pull your hair.

Forget my past, i am last,
To leave this land, and I stand,
Everyone's gone, so I draw,
Baphomet, on the wall.

It is drawn, with some chalk.
Now I'm lost , staying drunk,
My friends laugh, minds are dumb.
Draw pentagrams, on our pants.

Girl comes back, with no man,
She takes me hand, and holds It tight
Kissed my lips, then she grips,
On my chalk, and then she draws,

Baphomet ,on the wall
I stand shock, am I in love,
With this chick, who I dig,
Who knows wassup, about baphomet

(Baphomet is a symbol associated with the occult for hundreds of years,
It's been associated with the knights Templars, the Masons.
and the earliest known writing that I seen of Baphomet is in 1098 A.D.)
Track Name: Bleed
Come to me closer than before,
Don't ignore me or walk out the door,
how bout we just lay here on the floor,
tell me your secrets, tell me more.
Let's go out together walk by the shore,
lets' play around together till we get sore.

Don't go away,
just be here and stay.
don't cut me off,
you pushed me down from the top.
it's like you slit my wrist, now I'm bleeding for your love in this mist

Don't leave me stranded, was your love even handed,
I can't forget it, that I loved you
I can't deny it, that I missed you
I can't object it, that I adored you
I can't reject it, that Is no longer need you.
Track Name: Speechless
Step into my corner, You been here before
My care-ness is more poorer, Than before.

(I'm Speechless..)
You did not say my name,
You said I was a mistake,
You did not say it the same,
You did not play this game.

I'm speechless for sure, I'm running for sure, fuck you I don't need your love no more.
I'm searching for cures, I know I endured, All of this shit relationship
I didn't ask for forgiveness, And I know that you did this, Damage harshly to my core
My heart is sore, This pain is worn, all over my torn heart.

(I'm Speechless..)I'm speechless for sure, I'm running for sure, fuck you I don't need your love no more.
I'm searching for cures, I know I endured, All of this shit relationship
I didn't ask for forgiveness, And I know that you did this, Damage harshly to my core
My heart is sore, This pain is worn, all over my torn heart.

Step into my corner, You been here before
My care-ness is more poorer, Than before.

[ya this it...kill it..fuck it...deuces]
Track Name: Back 2 Life
(Back to Life, Back to reality...)

Girl you been played,
but sit here and stay,
lemme tell you something real,
you'll be OK

Girl you been angry,
lemme tell you something real,
you'll be happy

girl you been hurt
you feel like you been liked to the dirt
lemme tell you something real
the best is what you deserve

I know what it feels like to be hurt,
from someone I though I deserved
come back, come back, come back.

(steady are you ready..)

Girl you don't have to cry,
cause when he walked out he didn't even try,

Now girl just grab yourself tight,
you don't have to cry, you don;t have to try, no more cries, no more lies

back to reality,
come back to life,
away from your fantasies
back to reality
Track Name: Temptation
sit down on my bed,
let me kiss your head,
let me hold you tight.

Let's go for a ride,
let's go out alright,
get nasty tonight.

Oh girl show me what your working with,
Come to me lady I have a place for you to sit,
you tell me you love me you tell me you need me.
Give me you kisses and I'll give my pleasing.

Lay down relax baby,
enjoy my giving cause I'm treating you like a lady,
Let them call us crazy, cause we do it on the daily.
Let them call us crazy, cause we get hazy

Let me lay you down on the floor,
let me hear you scream, let me hear you ask for more.
Let's take it to the counter, lets take it on the bathroom door.
Girl your bouncing nice, let's do it all night,
cause you're sweet temptations making me feel right.

Lay down relax baby,
enjoy my giving cause I'm treating you like a lady,
Let them call us crazy,
cause we do it on the daily.
Track Name: Tears
Tears drip....
To the floor...
Smeared lip-
stick on her face
Tears drip, from her face,
She stands still.
At her place

Tears drip,
To the floor,
Smeared lip-
stick on her face
Tears drip, from her face,
She stands still.
At her place

Girl, why can't you realize your mistakes,
When did you realize you will break,
When did you realize your hearts at it stake.
Can you face it,

FUCK YOU CAN LEAVE ME ALONE,
YOU LEFT ME AND DITCHED ME AT YOUR THRONE.

tears drip
Track Name: Let Ride
Come and get me come and cry,
Come and leave me then let me die

You see I'm not that type of guy,
I wouldn't even give worthless lies.
How bout we run somewhere far,
How bout we get in my car

Let's ride, lets ride, lets ride outta here,
Let's fly, let's fly, let's fly somewhere,
Why did you deny, deny, deny, my heart,
don't make this make this, make this so damn hard.

I am not going to cry,
I won't even lie,
but I can expect you see me differently,
but cannot forget you weren't please,

I question myself all the time,
how we hanged out all time,
where you even serious
the situation will be dismissed,
you can't miss this,
come take this love

Let's ride, lets ride, lets ride outta here,
Let's fly, let's fly, let's fly somewhere,
Why did you deny, deny, deny, my heart,
don't make this make this, make this so damn hard.
Let's ride, lets ride, lets ride outta here,
Let's fly, let's fly, let's fly somewhere,
Why did you deny, deny, deny, my heart,
don't make this make this, make this so damn hard.
Track Name: Dreamin'
My mind can't function after these harsh days
I'm slowly going to drop and sleep away
I'm breaking down I can no longer stay
I'm stressing out I think I'm going cray.

My mind can't function after these harsh days
I'm slowly going to drop and sleep away
I'm breaking down I can no longer stay
I'm stressing out I think I'm going cray, cray, cray

[Just keep dreaming, keep keep dreaming on (chorus)]

Flashbacks hit me across the face,
Reminding me why I actually stayed,
In this world which creeps away,
I think of ending my life each day.

Sweet, sweet, child
I know you can still smile
Just wait for a while,
Your problems will disappear in time though .

You just need hold on tight,
Take it with all your might.
Cause I know one night
You will be satisfied.

Now just take a deep breathe,
Relief all you stress.
We all been through a mess.
But it doesn't mean it should end.

Just look up the sky and see,
Your life is still not complete,
There's so much you can be,
Remember life's not easy.

Flashbacks hit me across the face,
Reminding me why I actually stayed,
In this world which creeps away,
I think of ending my life each day.

Now boy put gun away,
Remember your family loves you each day,
Just don't make that mistake,
Just give me your hand let's go away

Somewhere you where once happy
Now bring that to reality,
I know it's been messy
But come and just trust me

Flashbacks hit me across the face,
Reminding me why I actually stayed,
IN this world which creeps away,
I think of ending my life each day.
[Don't do it boy, you have so much to live,
Just keep on dreamin' on, keep on dreamin' on,
just take my hand, lets go away somewhere from here]
Track Name: Hypnotized
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,


Pretty eyes,
body fine ,
looking aight,
skin so light

Body nice, looking right,Hair bright, easy to sight

I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,

she's got me hypnotized [haha] lets get it.


Pretty eyes, body fine ,looking aight, skin so light
Body nice, looking right, Hair so bright, easy to sight
It'll seem nice, if your fine,
If I, put my head between your thighs,
cause you got me some damn aight,
cause bitch, I'm hypnotized.


I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,
I'm hypnotized, bitch I said I'm hypnotized,